Unrequieted Love =\

So this song is probably The best explanation of how i felt when i broke off on my own and decided moving in with a fling was a good idea. Turns out...i was completely wrong. Robyn is a songwriter unlike any other. Love this =] Hope you do too. "Dancing on my Own"

Somebody said you got a new friend
Does he love you better than I can?
Big black sky over my town
I know where you at, I bet he's aroundYeah, I know it's stupid

I just gotta see it for myself

I'm in the corner, watching you kiss, oh.
I'm right over here, why can't you see me ?
I'm giving it my all but I'm not the boy you're taking homeI keep Dancing On My Own

I'm just gonna dance all night,
I'm all messed up, I'm so outta line
Stilettos and broken bottles,I'm spinnin' around in circles

I'm in the corner, watching you kiss, oh
I'm right over here, why can't you see me ?
I'm giving it my all but I'm not the boy you're taking home
I keep Dancing On My Own

Re-Birth

Special thanks to Aunt Kyle =]

So, Ive been on quite the hiatus from this war of art. Life throws an ungodly amount of distractions to shy us away from what we really are born to do. This past year or so has been one abhorent yet eye opening distraction. I managed to pack years worth of life lessons and achievements all in the span of twelve and a half months. Ive grown and lost so much, laughed and cried, celebrated and hurt, and ultimately lived like theres no tommorrow. And even through all of the mess I may have put myself in, Im glad. Im glad for the love and loss, the friendships and breakups, the addictions and the sobrietys. And at the end of it all, this thing most refer to as the bottom, really doesnt feel too awful. Its kind of empowering, knowing i can screw up so much and still be me. Still have those who make my world go round, and still have that drive in my heart to be the bad ass i was born to be. This re-birth might be a scary thing, but i refuse to let it go to waste. Im taking off the cruise control and gettin my ass back in the drivers seat. So first things first, blog time. Im back, and better than ever.